Why Should I Cry..?

... feeling so miserable wake up diz mornink.. my feeling still hurt. nape di saat2 sepatutnye happy cmni..baby masih blh nangis?

mgkin ini lah yg dikatakan org tekanan / stress utk persiapan perkahwinan.

Suppose i'm feel glad...happy..sb ysterday dh gi bt booking baju kahwin. Damn! dat dress great! 4 me, mmg cantik dah rase. Kebaya pendek kaler pinang masak. Tapi last nite, small matter spoils everything!

ape penyebabnye? i'm still dont get it. Rase nye cuma too stress bila fikirkan bab persiapan kawin. Then tunang pun ckp cam lepas sket smlm. I kno, he oredi apologise 4 his word. But nape baby wase damn sooo hurt? Mgkin sb kecik hati, sumtime tgk tunang mcm sgala bnda ni nk cuba save. Padahal diz is our wedding! mgkin dia bt sume tu sb tak nak kami berhabis melampau n boros pada bnda yg tak perlu. Donno..sumtime i juz dont get it. Atau mmg adat, lelaki kurang sket amik pot psal persiapan kawin nk banding dgn pmpuan.

lgi tmbah2 sedih bile tunang sms cmni.. :

"yunk mintak maaf..yunk da wat salah. Yunk tak dak niat pown nk wat link nanges.."

and ape yg bby reply??

"bby benci yunk! bby benci!!"

am i too much??....nape di saat mkin dkt dgn majlis..makin dkt nk jdik suami is3.. makin cpt terasa hati??

takpelah...biar bby sendirian utk sehari ni. its take time to heal.